[12/31/09] Amanda Shiew: don't sigh!
[12/31/09] Amanda Shiew: sighing makes you a muffin!
[12/31/09] cheryl d'souza: a....muffin?
[12/31/09] Amanda Shiew: YES
[12/31/09] Amanda Shiew: you know how you sag a bit when you sigh?
[12/31/09] Amanda Shiew: the sagging will eventually turn you into a muffin
[12/31/09] cheryl d'souza: ....
[12/31/09] cheryl d'souza: i dont have a response
[12/31/09] Amanda Shiew: why not?
[12/31/09] Amanda Shiew: this is so logical
[12/31/09] cheryl d'souza: it is logical
[12/31/09] cheryl d'souza: which is why i have nothing to say
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hi.
I feel weird.
Not good weird or bad weird. Just weird. Like I somehow accidentally stepped into a time machine and have been sucked back two years.
Nothing happened, but at the same time, something did.
There is just this general feeling of being fifteen again.
(Don't you DARE start singing that song.)
It's like when I take a deep breath, I breathe the air I breathed back then. You know how certain smells trigger certain memories? It's like that.
I have also seemed to develop the emptiness bubble.
The emptiness bubble usually occurs during the holidays when you are away from the people you are usually in contact with. You wake up late and stay up later. Days meld together and there is a sense of general floaty-ness.
The emptiness bubble causes you to get really in your head about things that you really shouldn't think about so much.
It makes you dream vividly and violently.
It makes you act differently than you would normally.
I feel like I'm walking around without purpose despite the fact that I am studying for exams that will make my future.
Apathy has set in again.
In modern terms, I suppose the best description of this feeling is 'meh'.
But it isn't really.
It's so much more than that.
Fifteen was kind of scary for me. Mostly because it was the year I needed to talk about certain things, but had literally no one to discuss them with.
Does this mean that it's happening again?
2 comments:
uhmmm regarding ur riveting convo with cheryl- why can't it be 'sighing makes you boobs'
HHAHAHAHA I DONT MEAN LIKE PRODUCES BOOBS. LIKE EACH TIME U SIGH. U GROW A PAIR OF BOOBS.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA THAT IS SO FUNNY
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