If only you knew

1) List 20 things that you want to say people, but never will
2) Don’t say who they are
3) Never discuss it again

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1) I'm happy that I was the one you wanted to talk to.

2) I don't think you told me to help me. You wanted it to hurt. It did.

3) Your four worded text message made me smile like a goon for ten minutes.

4) Your words got to me more than you think.

5) Talking to you makes me happy.

6) I don't like the way you treat me.

7) I should have apologised earlier. I thank you for the privacy.

8) When you were talking, I wanted to punch you in the face. I should have. You deserved it.

9) You seem to have forgotten what I got you through.

10) Thank you for reciprocating.

11) Stop using me.

12) I don't hate you anymore. I don't hate you, because I've stopped caring.

13) You really shouldn't have said that.

14) Shower. Please.

15) I'm beginning to dislike spending time with you.

16) I'm sorry for not trying harder.

17) I don't need you.

18) Our friendship was merely one of convenience.

19) I don't regret what happened.

20) I want to save you. Please let me.

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Yeah.

I have the worst case of writer's block in the world. I hope to force some nonsense out soon. :)

Goodnight.

Viva La Vida

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!

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It has come to this.

Enjoy!

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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
Gomenasai - Which is, I suppose, a nice way of saying "no"...

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Slow Me Down - Um. Sure.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Charlie Darwin - IT'S NOT TRUEEEE! Jeez, I'm beginning to regret doing this...

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Brave - Or so I like to think.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Take Me Away - because iTunes doesn't seem to think I can do it on my own.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
The Shake - Aww, you guys are so sweet. :)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Hallelujah - Is true.

WHAT IS 2+2?
Katie - Yeah. Because that makes complete sense.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Dispara - which, if I'm not wrong, means 'unlike'. Yeah. I suck as a human being.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Revolution - I am not telling you what this means.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Ready To Fly - This is depressingly accurate.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Stand - I sure hope so.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Polygraph, Right Now! - So much for trusting people.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Did It My Way - Oh boy. This isn't good.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Let It Fade - This sounds like a bad idea...

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Secret Oath - Really?

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
That's What You Get - Apparently, I wallow in self pity. Go me.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
You Wouldn't Like Me - No comment.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Almost Lover - I hate that iTunes is spot on with this one.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
You'll Be In My Heart - I'm starting to feel better now. Gotta love the classics. :)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
In The Dark Of The Night - I don't know what this means.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Go Go Go - dancing! Haha. Get it? Yeah. Bad jokes make me laugh.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Paint It Golden - Yes, I know. I just get emotional about the colour, okay? I can't help it.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
So Small - are my chances. Apparently. iTunes hates me.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
When Your Mind's Made Up - Oh yes. Decisions are terrifying!
[I have to say, that in the deeper sense, this does scare me.]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Once Upon A December - *sniff*

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
This Is Home - Hmm. Maybe.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Midnight Bottle - iTunes thinks it's my withdrawal from my nonexistant drinking problem...

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Viva La Vida - I have to give iTunes some credit for giving me a cool one.

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So there. Something to pacify the masses. The masses of all two of you.

Are you guys even still reading?

:)

You HAVE to see this!

Okay, I was taking a break from what I had been doing for the past few hours and decided to take one of those random quiz thingies that the internet so generously provides. (That was a very long sentence...)

And look what I got:

There Are 0 Gaps in Your Knowledge

Where you have gaps in your knowledge: No Gaps! Where you don't have gaps in your knowledge: Philosophy Religion Economics Literature History Science Art

Do You Have Gaps in Your Knowledge?

Do you not think this is RIDICULOUS?

I guessed two of the answers.

Magically, I got them right.

Heh.

I thought this would be funny to share.

Since I usually present the opposite result when I talk.

So yeah.

That's all.

:)

Are you ready?

Why so serioussss??

*peeks out from behind chair*

Heh...

*hides again*

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Hi.

Sorry to all those of you have been checking my blog for entries that didn't appear until now. I'll be sure to reward all two of you for not giving up on my less than frequent entries.

:)

To get back into my old habit of blogging, I thought I'd just put in a really short entry about what just happened to me an hour ago.

Alex and I were hanging around the kitchen just now, scouting for food and whatever else we could find.

The first thing I did was stick my head in the microwave (no, not like that)...and what did I find?

An alien cupcake.

I'm not even kidding.

Look:


See?

I wasn't kidding.

My point is, the alien cupcake amused me more than it should have. Alex was kind of confused at my strange behaviour around the lump of dough...he didn't say anything though.

But what happened next got him into 'crazy mode' as well.

I put a brownie in my mouth, offered him one, and burst out into hysterical laughter. No idea why. It just happened.

We then decided to share a chunk of watermelon. Alex cut in in half, we 'cheers-ed' them and started on them.

Now, you have to understand that when you leave two five year olds at home alone, food doesn't get cut into 'bite-size' pieces. We were forcing giant mouthfuls of watermelon into our mouths.

This got me laughing again, and soon, all I had to do was look at my slice of watermelon to burst into a bout of uncontrollable laughter.

Now before you tell me that I need mental help, hear me out.

It's important to get your daily dose of giggles. Something that you can smile about just before you hit the hay, you know?

Society tells us that we have to be perfect to be accepted. The pressure that comes with that is enough to make us forget to have fun.

If you spend all day trying to make sure you are doing everything right, you'll end up having the life sucked right out of you.

Let the little things go.

They aren't important.

So try it today.

Laugh at nothing.

Have a longer life.

:)

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It's short.

Bear with me, I'm recovering from my severe case of writer's block. I haven't quite got the flow back yet, but I figured the best remedy would be to force some brain juice to make something happen.

Till I get back into the spirit of things, Ima probably just do a lot of reviews and other random entries like this one.

Till then,

Me